[JSR] Revelations of a Rookie
The first game of my basketball career was a roller coaster of events all on its own. My heart was pounding against my chest as I knelt by the scorekeeping table, preparing to show the coach what I’ve got. Once on the court, everything fell into place. I was zipping in and out of defenders, making the most solid passes imaginable, and had even made a few rebounds. Yet despite my brief moment of greatness, looking up at the clock, I see that only thirty seconds have passed by. It turned out that the solid one week of practices before the game had not prepared me enough for the brutal battle. Precisely seventy two seconds after my epiphany, I’m back in the comfort of the plastic seating of the bench.
Indeed there are times when I am spontaneously subbed in at the last forty or so seconds of the game. Yet, playing to the best of my abilities is a struggle when I am constantly faced with limitations: calves slightly cramping up from sitting in the same position for too long, head spinning from the sudden physical activity, and eyes darting back and forth from the ticking clock to the basket. In the back of my mind, I’m anxiously judging how much longer I have to prove myself.
I occasionally look back on these experiences, cringing at how inelegant and amateurish I must have seemed. Nevertheless, I have concluded that nothing will surmount the awkward moment when the rest of the team smells of perspiration, like an uphill battle and fiery spirit, and I still smell of my mother’s moonlight breeze laundry detergent. This is accentuated when everyone else is sweating profusely (enough to leave on the bench a silhouette of the number printed on the back of their jerseys) while I am maybe a bit damp on the upper lip from all that excessive cheering. I have silently endured these brief moments and have kept to myself, but on certain occasions such as the team huddle at halftime, they are certainly a challenge to overlook.
In all seriousness, there’s no doubt that every single person on the team - starters, substitutes, coaches, and managers included - is equally important and crucial for the team’s success. Although my time on the team was sprinkled with moments that I will dare not dwell on beyond the gym, the bench carries some sort of inexplicable nostalgia that will always remind me of my early years as a “baller” and the unforgettable memories made with my team.
with the Korea JoongAng Daily
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